PrincessBel♥

what's wrong wif me these days???
why am ii always making the one ii love sad,angry and stress..

ii dun wish this to happen..
but ii jus cant..

before the quarrel..we are still alright..
but now..
things are getting out of hand..

as euu said..
all those are the past..
dun tink of it anymore..

but its like now is not ur fault..
but is mine..

now ii am becuming more unsecure..
and becuming more and more suspicious over the one ii loved..

sorry..is not that ii dun trust euu or wad.
but the feeling jus come like tat..
ii dun mean to.

so abt jus now..
is not tat ii dun feel like seeing euu!!

how ii wish ii could hug euu hard and cry out loud..
asking can euu accompany me tonight..??
ii dun wanna be alone..
but words jus cant come out of my mouth..

cos ii didnt really talk.
so euu misunderstood as ii became unhappy when ii saw euu..
TATS NOT TRUE!

but euu haf to go home early..
looking at ur disappointed face..

ii only can hug euu and see ur backview facing me..

so dun blame urself from not knowing wat am ii tinking..
dun get so stress bcos of tis too..
cos ii myself also dunno wad ii wan..
ii will try to overcome all this..

ii promise!!
love you forever..

to the one ii love!
muacks!!

Friday, June 27, 2008

wondering!! thoughts and many more.. 6:52 PM

things started to pop out one by one..
hard to catch it..
or mayb understand it..

dunno wad causes it.
or wad makes you haf the feeling of causing me to shed my tears.
ii really dun understand..

like now..we are fine as the past.
tink twice.
will be like tat forever?
no second tym??

wad euu promise was.we would last..
no second tym would happen..
okie..ii trust euu..

let us continue tis way..

euu ask me not to tink so much..
ii will try..
dun worry..

lastly..
ii still love you..

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

speechless.. 11:35 PM

blogging again!

days passed..life is still going on.
staying at home..
watching tv..playing com.doing housework.housework..still housework..

haiis..
dunno wad to do..
and its like tml is dear's birthday..
ii haf no idea.wad to plan for tml..

ii am pleased to plan for tml.
but mayb he is not even anxious for tml's big day..
cos he once say before..
birthday is not impt.
wif celebration or without celebration.
one day will still be over..
so it makes no difference..

so its up to you..
see euu wanna celebrate ur birthday anot..
ii will definitely peii euu de..

if not ii can actually jus buy a present and give it to euu..
but isnt it jus like wad a normail friend can do..

waiting for tml...

Sunday, June 15, 2008

euu are back! my dear!! 6:56 PM

ii miss you so much..
and uu are finally back in s'pore..

jus nw dear came to look for me..
bringing back those food stuffs that he had bought in malaysia..

it was quite a big bag man!
all are my mum's favourites.

thanks dear..
but euu left my pocky at home..!

humphx..
ii wan it..

hees..
and off euu go..
to play ur basketball...

take care my dear..

Saturday, June 14, 2008

my mind is full of you.. 2:18 AM

yea!

tml ii can see my deardear already..
ii am super duper happy!

ii just need to wait for another 24hours..
ii could see euu in front of me..

and ii will be hugging euu!my dear!
hees..

waiting..waiting..
for...euu...to..come..home..

miss you lots..

Thursday, June 12, 2008

boring day! 3:04 AM

stayed at home to do housework as usual...

den waited for dad to pack dinner for me..
watch tv and relax..

dear msged me.
telling me he would be reaching singapore on saturday midnight.

ii am so happy..
ii can finally see my deardear..
without him by my side..
ii felt so lonely..

faster come back kkx..
ii am missing euu like hell!
love you!

17 at last! 2:41 AM

10.06.08

met up wif kaiming and ah gong.
bus to hougang inter to wait for laopa.
den saw dua ba.
irvin came to find us too..

together we went to train down to plaza sing.
bought tickets for Kungfu Panda.

went food court to haf lunch.
after tat..they went to play arcade..
while ii went to get drink for myself..
waited for quite some time for them to finish their last game,
before we entered the theatre.
luckily the show was not started yet..
this show was very funny.
worth watching..

after the show..
laopa went back hostel.

while we went to play arcade..
15mins later.
trained down to compass point to meet weilong and joel.
we have our dinner at mos burger..

after that sister went to weilong's hse.
irvin and ah gong went to buy cake for me..
ii was shocked.
tks anyway..

we went to play pool at kovan hub..
there is still tv for us to watch..

sang birthday song and cut the cake..
share among ourselves..
so fun and happy..
thanks ah gong,ka,dua ba,kai ming and partner.

play until about 2.30am..
they had prata for their supper.
after that walked to my son's hse.
partner walked home.
while we took a cab home.
we were too tired le..

reached home about 3plus.
went into my deep dreams..
dreaming of my dear by my side..
enjoyed my 17th birthday very much..
although my dear is not wif me..
but he is always in my heart.
ii could sense his presence..

ii am pleased and touched to haf euu great deardear,besties,peers by my side.
take care guys.
may god bless euu!

dinner wif my family 2:36 AM

09.06.08

woke up about 3plus..
ate my lunch..

share to do housework with my sister..
bathe and everything..

about 6plus..
went out for dinner wif my family..
wow..
we went to eat my favourite chilli crab wif bun..
hahahaha..

so full and yummy man!
THANKS MUM..

after that went to point's NTUC..
bought lots of stuffs.
like waffle,packet drinks,fbt shorts,carebear towels,sweets and many more..

ii love shopping at NTUC..
hees..

ii love you all..

great day with my sweet deardear! 2:18 AM

08.06.08

ring!ring!
my alarm rang..
woke up to bathe and prepare myself..
as ii am meeting my dear at 12pm..

but he overslept..
so waited for him to wake up at abt 1pm.

took a cab down to bugis.
actually we wanted to catch a movie.
that was 'Kungfu Panda'.
but due to dear do not haf much tym to accompany me.
so as he would be going to malaysia tonight.

ii suggested that we could watch it when he come back..
we went shopping..
dear bought me a necklace.
it looks like two couple rings that were joined together..

he also bought something that would brace up gal's confident for me..
hahahaha..
tks dear.
it was so sweet of him..

after that went to eat long john silver for lunch..

walked around.
dear go do his stuff.
den we went back to hougang mall..

took pics wif my presious.
tis is the first tym taking pics wif him..
cos he is always 'shy' lor.
den jealous when he saw me taking pics wif other guys so closely.

waited for kaiming to meet us..

dear help me to put on the necklace.
he kept saying so nice lo.
that the necklace fits so well on my neck.
look so beautiful.

den we went to hougang plaza to play pool.
around 7pm.
went back to dear's hse to pack his luggage.
den cab down to golden mile where his tour bus was.
after dear went up the bus.
kaiming and I slowly walk all the way down to suntec.
dear missed me so much that he called me after he board the bus.

few minutes later.
sis called me.
asking where am i?
she was at esplanade alone..
thanks to somebody.
so ii went to find her..
after that took bus 70 back home..
we were hungry.
went to 644 for dinner..
met up wif ah gong they all..
den slack at the nearby playground..

about 2plus..
we went home..
all were tired..

missing my deardear..
faster come back ok..
take care
with lots of love..

thanks for dearest peers! 1:26 AM

07.06.08

ii am celebrating my advanced birthday with my secondary besties.
should meet up wif them at 1.00pm..

but as usual..

ii am late again..

so sorry..
but others were also late too..
especially my dear natnat..

she overslept again..hee

so we went off to park lane to play pool..
while she rush down to meet us..

after playing pool.
bus to far east..
drank bubble tea..
ate crispy chicken..
look out for balloon..
hahaha..
thanks to 'smart'!

smart was so active today..
tot of the idea to take pic infront of kfc.
den many eyes were staring at them..

he kept asking me to take pics for him with the rest..

den keep a look out for balloons..

walked to the underground.

took pics again.

but this tym is within the crowd..

after that went wisma to take pics again..

den went to swensens for dinner..

while queueing up..
smart let go his balloon..
and all of us keep looking up at the sky..
the funniest thing was ppl queuing behind us,
were also looking at the sky.
they think we are looking at something amazing happening in the sky..
like a fairy had appeared..
hahaha..

den finally went in to the rest area to wait for seats available for us..

took pics again..

my camera was always on stand-by for them..

chit chat wif them was a great enjoyment..

we haf so much fun and laughters..

ii love them..

to my surprise,june went to order a birthday cake for me and hongzhen..
as his birthday is just 3days after mine..
so lets celebrate together man!
thanks june! euu are the best!

cake had been cut.
june haf to leave for home.
as she is gg hongkong tml.
take care..

we went plaza sing..
saw a great performance by all breakdance expert..
they were great!!

accompanied nat to wait for her joseph.
and den they went for a movie.
while me,yin,smart and hongzhen trained back to kovan.
ah gong,gerald and ale went to weijie's hse.
jianting and aaron went home.

reached kovan.took 112 to find my dear.

went his hse.
my fone rang..
hongzhen called and asked..

if ii had taken his hse key..
and ii suddenly remembered ii had taken his key home..
oh no!

but luckily his sister haf not gone to bed.
ii am so sorry..

ii had enjoyed my day so much..

thanks to june,yin,nat,ah gong,teddy,smart,jian,aaron,alvin,boon siang,hongzhen,ale.

thanks for everything..

ii love euu guys..

shall go out again together real soon!
ii miss euu guys..

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

is tis sweet? 2:47 AM

today went to my aunt hse..
played wif my chubby nephew brigton.

den washed the leaves for rice dumplings..
until night..ate my dinner...
rest and watched tv..

went home wif sis at abt 10plus..
reached home abt 11.30pm..

den played com and watch tv..
waiting for my deardear to come and find me..

he haf his own fun..
so late le..
still nv msg or call me..

tink he had forgotten abt meeting me..
haiiz..

but after awhile..
he called.

and here he is at my doorstep..

saw my deardear..
ii am so happy..
hug him..but he is still so hot..

he so funny lo..
cos he passes his germs to me..
and nw ii am also having sore throat..
so we are so sweet..
sick also together..

hahahahas....

abt 2.40am..deardear went home to rest..
he called me when he reached home..
talked some craps..
saying that he is hungry..
ii tink my deardear's stomach is growing worms..
cos he is always hungry during midnights!
weirdo...
and nw he says he feel like eating me up..
dots..deardear is living in his own world..

he suggested to haf breakfast tml together..
he haf the urged of eating desserts..
hahas..
but ii haf to see if ii can wake up early first..
dun blame me..
cos ii haf to replenish my energy and sleepness..
kkx..loves

ok..see you tml..
nites..
ii am gg to my dreamland!!!

Monday, June 02, 2008

you haf come back!! 2:10 AM

yea..after 2 days of loneliness..
my precious deardear is finally back in s'pore.. ii miss you so much lor..

but sad to see euu falling real sick..
with a bad fever,flu and sore throat..
your whole body is like burning..
ii can feel the heat when ii am by ur side...

euu need a person to take care of euu..
and thats ME..(of course)

put a wet towel on ur forehead.. let it cool down abit to make euu feel better..
sorry ii dunno tat u tml nv work..
cant look after you cos ii haf to go to my aunt's hse..
ii am so sorry deardear..

after tat..let my deardear haf a good rest... ii went home bringing my presents from dear..
you bought it frm bintan..
tats so sweet of euu..
ii love euu lots..

MY FAVOURITE POCKY!
GIANT POCKY
wow!!

TIS IS A TEDDY TWIN CUP.
ITS SO CUTE..

thanks deardear..muacks
get well soon kkz..
drink more water..

fishing day! 1:39 AM

on the 25.05.08

went fishing wif dear,kaiming and big eyes..

have so much fun lors..

sit a huge lorry..

driving through a narrow road passing by terrace houses..

and ta-dah..we reached pasir ris beach..

found a good place..

took off our slippers..

and here we go running all around..

playing wif water..

den went to find lots of recycled materials.

dear they all catch small and wild sea cucumbers..

they are slimy..

hard to catch..

looks so eeks..yucks...

den deardear went to bury them in the sand..

but they still wriggled up..

dear being cruel,took a beer bottle to hit it..

until it is squashed..

oh my!!

ii hate to see tis disgusting sight.

so ii went to take pics of my footprints..

hahahas..

den wrote a msg to my deardear...

but was abit sad..

when he say my writings was ugly..

*humphx..

after crapping and some laughters..

they went into the sea..

using a big fishing net to catch fish..

but mayb due to the tide..

there were not much things been caught..

only crabs, 'gong-gong' , eel and a cute little thing..

tat is the SEAHORSE!!!!!

so cute lo..

so ask deardear to hold it..

and took a picture of it..

it is still wriggling..

and dear was cheeky..

wanted to put it on my leg..

of cos normal reaction..

ii screamed..

ii am scared..

ii noe ii am timid..

hees..

6.30pm..we packed ang go back to keng..

ii really had alot of fun with them today..

we were hungry..

so cooked noodles to eat..

wow tis was the first tym ii am eating 2 and a half packet of instant noodles wif big eyes..

we were so full..

so ii ate a little..

and gave the rest to my good deardear..

knew he would finish for me..

after eating..

back to our mahjong game..

played until 10 plus..

we went home sweet home..

towards the night..

happiness became sadness..tink deardear should noe wad happen bahx..

but ii dun wish to mention anymore..

things that haf gone let it be bygones..

make sure you rmb wad euu promise me..

and no more chance will be given..

tat is wad you say..

ii will still love you..

but pls dun take my love for you for granted!!!

Sunday, June 01, 2008

silly me 1:33 PM

hahaha...deardear..you jus went for three days onli..
and ii am already missing you like hell..

faster come back...
luckily euu coming back today..

but dunno can meet you anot??
hais..sad..

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