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talked to you for another few more hours..
my deardear is heading to bintan le...

although its only for 3 days..
but ii will sure miss you like hell man..


make sure you must think of me every min every sec..
must also miss me kkx...

dun bring a girl back horx..
ii cant take it...
my heart is weak..
hees..


LOVE YOU..

take real good care of urself..
dun go down too deep to the water kkz.
as you are afraid of the water..


play is impt but ur safety is more impt..
muacks..

arent euu my stead?
arent euu mine?
wow..

ii dun see euu writing comments to me??
but indeed you initiated to write to another gal..

thats cool..

ii wrote to euu..
but dun see any reply from euu..
mayb euu tink my comments are not impt as some others..
right??



nights..
euu sure euu haf changed for the better?
been truthful to me?

deardear came to look for me..
he was tinking ii am still angry with him..
he sounded sad..

but dunno if my attitude to him,make him feel tat ii am still angry..
he hugged me tightly..
ii can feel the warmth..

abt 5.30pm..
he needs to go home..
as usual..
wearing his shoes..

after that didnt mention a single word..
secretly took out a note from his wallet..
pass it to me..
and walked away..

ii sat at my doorstep..
reading his note..
telling me how much he love me..
ii am the one he really love..
am ii supposed to be touched?

after that msg him..
asking why he wrote tis letter to me?
he said to let me noe his feelings..

ii will keep tis letter..
its kind of sweet he wrote tis letter..
and so called as a proof that he really love me..
if one day he hurt me..
ii shall use tis to curse and swear at you..
hahahaha..



LOVE YOU!

25.05.2008..

after we have been together for so long..
forgiving euu who make me sad,lie to me..
but all ii can do,is jux listen to ur craps explanation..
and once again,forgive you..

you once asked me..
since the day our love begins..
did ii ever shed any tears for our relationship or mayb you..
my ans was NO..
and its true..
even though we quarrel..
ii did not cry too.

but tis tym round..you really pissed me off..
and broke my heart..
after once and once hurtings,forgivings and sorrys.
euu are still doing the same thing..
but ii jus dunno why this tym ii jus couldnt control my tears..
as wad ii told euu by comparing me to you..
you should noe wat euu are doing were totally unforgiven..
so you cant blame me if ii suggested a break-up..
although that was not what ii wanted..

ii said that before..
ii cherish this relationship..
ii do not want to end it..
ii am trying to save it..
even though how much euu had hurt me..
ii still forgive you..
cos ii love you..

hope wad euu do and say are true to me..
please dun hurt me anymore..
ii really cant take it..
if euu wanna do it behind my back..
jus do it nicely but dun let me find out!PLEASE!!

is like what you are doing now..
will onli hurt me..
mayb by having another girl by ur side will make you happy.
but ii will be sad..
cos its like ii am a nobody to you..
mayb you doesnt even care for my feelings..
haiis..
tis is how ii feel..
to end it or not..
its up to you..
jus waiting for you to speak up onli..
ii will jus agree to it..

whatever you say ii will believe you..
but you cant bluff ur heart..
your heart will tell you ur most truthful answer..
so if euu can tink tat even you lie to me..
ii may not know..and euu take for granted..
jus carry on..
like what ii say..
ii wouldnt care abt you..
wadever you wan to do..jus go ahead..
we could jus leave the status as a 'stead' there..
but actually we are nth..

ii will not leave you..never..
ii promise..

anyway ii would jus say ii still love you..muacks..
deardear..tis is my promise to you..

this is his lovely pet snake..





ii am sad..disappointed..
ii dunno wad to do is the best way..

enjoy very much wif you since the day we are together.
ii love the way euu care for me.
ii love the way euu make me laugh.
ii love the way euu concern about me.
ii love the way euu say euu love me.
ii love the way euu disturb me.
ii can say euu are really my everything!!

euu say before.
if ii love euu,ii must believe you.
if euu love me,euu also haf to believe me..
but ii dun tink euu are doing wad euu promise me.

whenever ii go out wif them..euu started askin this asking that..
stopping me from meeting them..
but euu should noe ii will still go find them de..
jus tink positively.
they are ur frens and they are my frens too..
when ii meet them is just to go slack onli..
nth else lo..
but ii dunno why euu will always say euu dun like me to go find ppl that euu dun like.
euu tat tym say euu understand they are my frens too.
so ii can go find them de..
but now??
den started scolding my frens...
my frens and euu are both impt to me..
but pls dun force me to choose between euu and them..
sorry.ii cant..

den now..jus bcos they dun wan me to quarrel wif euu.
dun wan euu to misunderstand them or say me go find other guys.
they actually suggested..ask me dun get so close wif them..
dun really contact them..
so you wont be angry wif them..
like that isnt it the same as ii dun haf freedom to go out wif my frens..
sometimes they also scare that ii tell you ii wif them when euu call me..
cos they treat euu as a friend.as a brother..
tats why they dun wan euu to misunderstand them..

so they jus tink not to make euu misunderstand them..
they are giving me tis shit of not being too close..
dun keep contact always..
everyone is tinking of euu..
but no one is tinking how ii feel...

den wats the different by jus saying dun meet so often..
or mayb my frens are leaving me one by one..
ii can pei euu but ii also can pei my frens mahx..
now is like even my friends wanna ask me go out.
but they noe ii will always be wif euu..
tats why they nv ask me out..
since my frens can tink for me and euu..
den why cant euu jus tink for them..
sometimes they jus wanna slack and chat chat wif me..nth else le..

hais..JEALOUSY REALLY CAN KILL!!!
ii am helpless..
hope euu can understand what ii am suffering now..

ii am not blaming euu.
and ii dun mean anything..
jus wanna let euu noe how ii feel..
by jus understanding me..
euu should noe my pattern..ii always will go slack slack wif them de..


I LOVE YOU DEARDEAR!!
I REALLY LOVE YOU!!

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Name: Belinda
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