Monday, May 19, 2008
my life is like hell 12:33 AM


ii am sad..disappointed..
ii dunno wad to do is the best way..

enjoy very much wif you since the day we are together.
ii love the way euu care for me.
ii love the way euu make me laugh.
ii love the way euu concern about me.
ii love the way euu say euu love me.
ii love the way euu disturb me.
ii can say euu are really my everything!!

euu say before.
if ii love euu,ii must believe you.
if euu love me,euu also haf to believe me..
but ii dun tink euu are doing wad euu promise me.

whenever ii go out wif them..euu started askin this asking that..
stopping me from meeting them..
but euu should noe ii will still go find them de..
jus tink positively.
they are ur frens and they are my frens too..
when ii meet them is just to go slack onli..
nth else lo..
but ii dunno why euu will always say euu dun like me to go find ppl that euu dun like.
euu tat tym say euu understand they are my frens too.
so ii can go find them de..
but now??
den started scolding my frens...
my frens and euu are both impt to me..
but pls dun force me to choose between euu and them..
sorry.ii cant..

den now..jus bcos they dun wan me to quarrel wif euu.
dun wan euu to misunderstand them or say me go find other guys.
they actually suggested..ask me dun get so close wif them..
dun really contact them..
so you wont be angry wif them..
like that isnt it the same as ii dun haf freedom to go out wif my frens..
sometimes they also scare that ii tell you ii wif them when euu call me..
cos they treat euu as a friend.as a brother..
tats why they dun wan euu to misunderstand them..

so they jus tink not to make euu misunderstand them..
they are giving me tis shit of not being too close..
dun keep contact always..
everyone is tinking of euu..
but no one is tinking how ii feel...

den wats the different by jus saying dun meet so often..
or mayb my frens are leaving me one by one..
ii can pei euu but ii also can pei my frens mahx..
now is like even my friends wanna ask me go out.
but they noe ii will always be wif euu..
tats why they nv ask me out..
since my frens can tink for me and euu..
den why cant euu jus tink for them..
sometimes they jus wanna slack and chat chat wif me..nth else le..

hais..JEALOUSY REALLY CAN KILL!!!
ii am helpless..
hope euu can understand what ii am suffering now..

ii am not blaming euu.
and ii dun mean anything..
jus wanna let euu noe how ii feel..
by jus understanding me..
euu should noe my pattern..ii always will go slack slack wif them de..


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Name: Belinda
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