Sunday, March 18, 2007
happy and sad day for me 3:39 AM

heyhey.ii m here to blog again..
ystd cant sleep.so play com until 3plus..den woke up at 1.30pm..same old stuff.watch tv and had my lunch.
after tat play com again..play until 6plus.call HL coz she nv call me..ii scare she overslept so call her..den meet her and LP at mall but ii was late,so meet them at hougang polyclinic..saw them and hop in the taxi and headed to the destination.ii went chu shi wif them.
after tat..there were many ppl,gods,lion dances and dragons...hoo..
so crowded!! after tat sat at the stage..talk to HL,LP,er zii they all..den after tat,talk to Joel,listen to the 伤心室.听STOM,LP,HL谈他们所闷在心里的心事.ii hear already will also feel like crying..haiix..hw cum more and more ppl are suffering bcoz of relationship.
saw HL started crying.ii吓到.ii ask whyiie..she say coz those sad experiences tat they talk abt she had also face before and it really hurts..
ii also noe hw the feeling is like..as ii do haf face tis MISERABLE thing in my life..tis even make me cry the most,dun wish to live anymore,dun wish to care abt anything anymore..
tat period of tym..really ii was totally lost.didnt noe wad to do..only noe my heart was having a deep deep cut..blood flowing out every hour,min,sec..haiix..dun noe hw to say..我的心很痛也很酸,酸到每次眼泪直流 .我已经不能控制自己了.hais.爱人真的很痛苦, 但被伤害的时候更痛..那种感觉是我们无法解释的.

after that,dry our tears,keep our feelings and get back to smile again..but LP,looks more sad lor..he look so stress and wasnt smiling..ppl talk to him,he will jus nod or shake his head..
hais..ii also pity my LP..such a good guy.but also must 烦abt all tis stuff..haiyo,tis few days he cant sleep coz the tear in his heart haf nt been sewn..n problems haf nt settled.只要他一天不把心打开也不解决,他就不能做回他自己了.
den..ard 10pm, we can finally go off already..they changed and we went to plaza..Stom,ann,joel,long,melvin went to play pool..me,HL,LP went to play lan.after a while onli,felt tired jiu go back to look for them..LP say he very tired.wanna go hm..so i acc him..but after tat he went crazy..he say he felt tired wanna go hm sleep,den after tat ask me to ask HL wanna sing K ant..ii tink he is having fever la..siao liao..haha..den HL came out also say siao arhx..she say不划算啦!!den when he decided to go hm,HL say wait for ann they all,they also gg hm already...so after tat..LP decided nt to go hm but to join the rest play mahjong at melvin's hse..he pang sei lor..hais.

so ii went to hougang interchange wif long nn joel..we walk to pasa malam to buy some mum mum..we were hungry..den long treat us drink leii...so good..den they pei me wait for bus..and suddenly everybody forgotten abt my er zii,mao..only ii rmb..den after tat he call joel..he came to find us..he dun wan pei me take bus 72 hm,but ask me to take 112 wif him hm..lame leii he..den long and joel went hm..ii and er zii waited for the bus for quite a long time..meanwhile er zii told me tat wad they all pang sei him..all go den left him alone at plaza..go off without informing him..he was damn pissed off la..saying wad 'Brother brother'all fake wan la..
hais..ii also dunno hw to change his impression of them..die liao..er zii say they wanna play until like tat..pang sei him..er zii also wanna play MIA..dun let them find him..cham liao la...
den the bus came..we wan 112 nt 112A..but 112A came and stop at the 112 waiting point..so we board the bus..it travel to kovan..where ii saw alvin wif his frenz walking on the path with his hand sling..ii tot he fight wif other ppl..but in the end,it was actually he fell off frm his bike and broke his arm..jia lat until mayb need operation..haiyoyo...so careless..
then until the bus stop opposite heartland,the bus stop.the driver told us the bus service has stopped..and we alight..
oh no.we haf no more bus to go home..so we take cab hm..we chat some stuffs in the cab..and finally reach my hse..ii alighted first den er zii go home..ask him reach hm sms me also nv..haiyo..he must b too tired le..nvm forgive him..
after bathing..watch tv..(last episode of 深情密码)so sad la..(戚伟易)act by仔仔 died of liver cancer..so sad..haiz..nn blog..it is nw 3.38am..and ii still have tution at 10am la..dots..ii m gg to bed nw..damn tired..


bb..sweet dreams bloggie..
我已经走出来了,相信HL你也一定办得到..我会支持你到底!

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