Jealousy Really Kills!

count down!

2010-04-04T02:41:00.001+08:00

sch starts on MONDAY!

sians!

ii dun wanna go back to sch..

wanna enjoy more!!

HELP! HELP!

Coffee Beanz.

2010-03-01T17:14:00.001+08:00

Now stressing with Juli..

exams exams...

nth gets into our head..

wth!! no tips at all..
gotta read everything..

LSG!

2009-10-08T02:15:00.002+08:00

hoo..its attracting flies again..

ii am back!

sad,sch has started.
everything is back to normal.

misses the holidays period. LUPSUP GANG is formed!
Leader-Priscilla Koh
Members-Me,Smarties,HongZhen

these few days i have been hanging ard with them.

they are my friends since secondary 1.
we may nt be close in the past,but now everything is different.

whenever we have any outings,no one is being left out.
unless there is some impt reason.

hoo..its been so long since ii have tis kind of enjoying mood and happy moments.
with them ard, laughter is there.
now,it looks like there isnt any secret btwn the four of us.
we would share those pasts which i tink not many of our friends know except for ourselves.

we believe and trust each other.tis may be the reason for us to get along well.
there is no walls btwn us,to hide our feelings.

But as I know, the other 3 of them loves EMO-ING! hahas..
dun emo so much leh.
must share share kkx.
wad are friends for?
although we cant do anything to help euu solve
at least we can be a good listening ears.

happy moments shall last long.

LOVES! LUPSUP GANG WE ROCKS!

wad am ii tinking of?

2009-04-16T03:22:00.002+08:00

wad am i tinking of tis few days??

my mind is full of making more friends..
having tis feeling tat ii am so lonely..

always staying at home..
not going out with friends..
onli with bf..
but also seldom..

more friends can accompany me..

wishing in progress...

my bad day!

2009-03-13T00:27:00.001+08:00

bad day on 9 march..

lost my precious phone..ii am so sad and angry..

jus hope the person who took my fone..

will jus fall and roll down the stairs..
choke while having meals.
teeth will drop..

treat my phone nicely..

Valentine's day celebration!

2009-02-16T00:10:00.012+08:00

hoohooo..
that's me!!
Happy valentine's day to all couples!

hees..

deardear went out ystd morning to collect his stuff as wad he told me..
as for his stuff is kept as a secret from me.
he doesnt want to tell me..so secretive.

met up with him at about 3.45pm.
he waited for me outside my hse.
opened the door for him and jus as i turn to take the key.

when ii turn back and saw dear holding a bouquet of flowers..
ii am so shocked and happy.
cos dear jus book out on friday nite.
tot he din haf tym to plan and prepare gift for me.
and would probably get something ystd when we went out.

ii was wrong,dear really made an effort lo..
so sweet of him..

after that quickly went out with my sister and her boyfriend.

took a cab down to singapore flyer.
bought tickets for the ride at 5.30pm.
but in case of us being stuck up there.
we shall visit the washroom first.yea.
so took a pic with my sister first!

after that,there we go.
its so cool.that was our 1st ride on the flyer.
the scenery is not bad..
looking at the people on the roads from a high point.
they look like dwarfs..oopx.

and now enjoy the pics that we took on the flyer.....

zilian in the cabin.haha..

that's me and deardear..

me with weijun(sis's boyfriend)

after our ride.we headed to marina square for dinner..
woo..queues were so long..
hungry hungry sia!
so we went to coffee club for dinner..
erm nice food..
tis is our desset---muddy mud pie..
coffee and chocolate ice-cream with a thin layer of pie at the bottom.

after dinner,we went to suntec city.
its arcade time..woo..saw many couples..
girls catching soft toys,while the guys changing tokens..haha.so sweet..

for us we went to play photo hunt..
cool game for us..

den soon, cos weijun is having mahjong session with his friends.
so we have to cab home..

as promised i went to dear's hse to stay overnite..
took pictures of the flowers.

ii really love the flowers alot.
tis tym round is TULIPS!

dear..you are my last romance.
ii only want you!
saty with me forever.
ii love you lots..
thank you dear for everything!!
muacks

the day at ZOO!

2008-12-03T02:27:00.004+08:00

9 november 2008..

finally deardear and I are going to zoo le..

hehe..so happy..

deardear had promise me since days before my birthday!!

we took pictures at zoo..

it was a hot day man!!

with a new environment, many animals..

quite fun taking pics of the animals..

let me show euu some pics of me and dear..

will soon upload the pics of the animals..hahaha

enjoy myself today..

after zoo..

went to amk for pizza hut.

hoo..order so much food lo..

so full man!!

after tat went home by bus..

den stay at deardear's hse to pei him..

ii love my deardear forever..

hooray!!

2008-11-19T19:17:00.002+08:00

today is the release of my exam results..
hoo..

quite excited..woke up early today..
first thing to do,switch on my com..
to check my result..
but avelyn say the release of results is at 5pm..

so watch tv to waste tym..

its 5pm..
switch on the com..
check the results..

scare scare!!

oh my!! ii passed...
ii passed!!

cant believe it..
ii am too happy..

all my efforts are worth it..
girls,euu guys made it too..

we must meet up for some celebrations ya..
lets excel together to DMS!!!

DMS!! here we come....
CONGRATS EVERYONE!!!

dead for long!

2008-11-04T18:17:00.007+08:00

ii am back. currently busy with exams..oh my..

haiis..stress man!!

hope to pass my exams now..

nothing else..

after friday..ii will be free le..ii am waiting for the day to come..

hoos..

recently took some pics with my dearest boiboi..

ooo..ii love him lots..

he iis going to be botak soon..

gg army in dec..

will miss him lotslots..

ii will wait for you de..

ii promiise!!

National day eve!!

2008-08-15T00:12:00.006+08:00

on the 08.08.08..

gracie suggested to wear red and white to sch today..so the 11girls were all dressed..

so cool man!!

hahaha..

we looked like the stars in our lecture room..babes..we rocks..

after sch..we took lots of pics man!!

me and feli..

me and eileen..

me and junie..

11 babes..

eileen,me and avelyn..

me with cassie..

hoo...

me and juli darling..

me with my princess..

me and gracie..

ii love them all...

hahaha..

money no enough 2

2008-08-14T23:46:00.006+08:00

on the 31.07.08

after sch..ii met dear at amk hub.

went to buy tickets for money no enough 2..

den dear requested to buy drinks at NTUC cos its cheaper..

den we went to buy some kachang puteh..

wa..it is so expensive now..
last tym 1 for 50cents..
now 1 for $1.50...
oooo...

it is 6.30pm..
so we went in and look for our couple seats..hehe..

so cool..

dear says ii look so happy..keep smiling all the way..

of cos..tis is our first movie lo..

hahahahaha..

the show was damn funny..but sad at some parts..

ii cried..but tat stupid dear..ask me why ii cry lo..
haiyo..guys are blackhearted..

after the movie..
we are hungry..
so went for dinner..at Ichiban Sushi...

yummy..we ordered set meals..
dear is like a hungry ghost..
he started eating when his food is served.

ii ask him to stop eating and take a pic..

tis is wad dear eats..
tis is my set meal..delicious..
my soft shell crabbie..

ii enjoyed very much..and ii am so full lo..

ooo..bloated...

den bus home..

dear send me home and he also went home to rest..

hee.

ii love him

ii am here to update my bloggie!!

2008-08-14T23:10:00.005+08:00

On the 25.07.08..

ii met up with my daughter..Kristie..

she is finally back from germany.

ii miss her lotslots..

met up for dinner with her,peirong and my er zi..

hees..

chit chat at the shelter near my hse.
haven take pics with them for a long tym already..

so took pics together..

say cheese!!

we chatted until ard 9plus..den my er zi headed home..
cos he has probation..poor boii..

while my daughter and peirong went to heartland mall to meet their friend..

so ii sat there to wait for deardear to finish work..

he came to look for me and ate supper with him..our favourite 'guo tie'..

chatted wif my dear for awhile at my hse downstairs..

met up wif weijun..he look damn pissed off man..ii noe wad happen..clever gal..

den after tat.he went off.

deardear brought me home..

bathe and sleep..

nights everyone!

woohoo!!

2008-07-15T23:07:00.002+08:00

today's lecture is sales marketing!

lesson was fun today!
again the class was full of noise and laughters by us..

bought food during break to eat..
joker juli..saw her favourite chicken pie which onli left wif one..

but somehow she jus didnt buy it for some reasons..
so we went back to lecture room..

she suddenly say she wanted to buy the pie again.
so we accompanied her down to buy it and she was so happy..

but she bought the tuna and mushroom pie instead of chicken pie..
weird!!!! but cute!!

dear gracie bought the last chicken pie instead..
ok everybody are happy..
walked back to room for lesson..

we had discussions on our projects..
got many ideas popping out of our brains..

and we are like tinking of gg Mac tml for lunch..
shopping at cold storage at king's albert road..

going to goat farm at choa chu kang...
ooo..tats cool!!!

so shall keep tis planning going..
happy..tml gg to cold storage..
YIPPY...

see you guys tml..
loves

thoughts!

2008-07-13T19:23:00.005+08:00

1 week of sch jus end it with a long weekends..

tml..is a sch day again..
will be seeing my lecturer and classmates..

hoo...
trying to mix around and find real good friends..

tink ii found a handful!

mayb friends now compared to my secondary are different.
they do not like the way ii am now!

MAYB..
ii dunno..or isit ii am too sensitive!

jus hope everything will be fine.
enjoy the days in sch with you guys..

grace,avelyn,juliana,eileen,june,annie,felicia.ruiying and eve.

having lots of fun everyday..

relieved man!

2008-07-07T23:45:00.002+08:00

reached sch at abt 12.40pm..
walked ard the sch to get used to it..

den finally to my lecture class..
many ppl were waiting outside..

oooo...scared....

den after that..registered..got our lecture notes and timetable..
entered our lecture room..

sat beside a sweet gal..
den to my surprise..she started introducing herself..

den the ball kept rolling..
is like jus the 1st day of sch..
within 1/2 an hour..

ii haf made 4 friends already..
quite surprised to be the youngest among them..

we shared sweets..
shared lame conversations with each others..

sch ends at 5pm..
we exchanged our numbers..
and roam ard the canteen..

after tat went to popular..
made 2more new friends..
ooo..so happy...

all of them are staying at different estates..
oh my...

staying nearest to me..
is grace..
she lives at AMK..
woo..so ii could take the same bus to sch wif her..

after sch..bus home to meet dear at bb court..

abt 7.10pm..
ii went home for dinner..
so tired and hungry...

watched tv..abt 11pm..started to revise on my notes.
ii must be more hardworking..hahaha..

nice to meet you guys..
grace,avelyn,eileen,juliana,june,sorry ii forgot ur name..

cant sleep man!

2008-07-06T23:02:00.002+08:00

rot for months..

ii am going back to sch tml..
oh my..

abit scared..
excited too..cos its a new environment for me..

dunno how is my new sch like?
the lecturers..are they kind,fierce or wad??

tink ii couldnt go to sleep tonight..
haiyo..

gonna make new friends man!!

study study study!!!!

study hard..

haf to make plans..to meet my dear..

cos we both are busy wif our stuffs..

ii miss you lots!!

sorry for the one ii love!!

2008-06-29T01:28:00.002+08:00

what's wrong wif me these days???
why am ii always making the one ii love sad,angry and stress..

ii dun wish this to happen..
but ii jus cant..

before the quarrel..we are still alright..
but now..
things are getting out of hand..

as euu said..
all those are the past..
dun tink of it anymore..

but its like now is not ur fault..
but is mine..

now ii am becuming more unsecure..
and becuming more and more suspicious over the one ii loved..

sorry..is not that ii dun trust euu or wad.
but the feeling jus come like tat..
ii dun mean to.

so abt jus now..
is not tat ii dun feel like seeing euu!!

how ii wish ii could hug euu hard and cry out loud..
asking can euu accompany me tonight..??
ii dun wanna be alone..
but words jus cant come out of my mouth..

cos ii didnt really talk.
so euu misunderstood as ii became unhappy when ii saw euu..
TATS NOT TRUE!

but euu haf to go home early..
looking at ur disappointed face..

ii only can hug euu and see ur backview facing me..

so dun blame urself from not knowing wat am ii tinking..
dun get so stress bcos of tis too..
cos ii myself also dunno wad ii wan..
ii will try to overcome all this..

ii promise!!
love you forever..

to the one ii love!
muacks!!

wondering!! thoughts and many more..

2008-06-27T18:52:00.002+08:00

things started to pop out one by one..
hard to catch it..
or mayb understand it..

dunno wad causes it.
or wad makes you haf the feeling of causing me to shed my tears.
ii really dun understand..

like now..we are fine as the past.
tink twice.
will be like tat forever?
no second tym??

wad euu promise was.we would last..
no second tym would happen..
okie..ii trust euu..

let us continue tis way..

euu ask me not to tink so much..
ii will try..
dun worry..

lastly..
ii still love you..

speechless..

2008-06-24T23:35:00.002+08:00

blogging again!

days passed..life is still going on.
staying at home..
watching tv..playing com.doing housework.housework..still housework..

haiis..
dunno wad to do..
and its like tml is dear's birthday..
ii haf no idea.wad to plan for tml..

ii am pleased to plan for tml.
but mayb he is not even anxious for tml's big day..
cos he once say before..
birthday is not impt.
wif celebration or without celebration.
one day will still be over..
so it makes no difference..

so its up to you..
see euu wanna celebrate ur birthday anot..
ii will definitely peii euu de..

if not ii can actually jus buy a present and give it to euu..
but isnt it jus like wad a normail friend can do..

waiting for tml...

euu are back! my dear!!

2008-06-15T18:56:00.002+08:00

ii miss you so much..
and uu are finally back in s'pore..

jus nw dear came to look for me..
bringing back those food stuffs that he had bought in malaysia..

it was quite a big bag man!
all are my mum's favourites.

thanks dear..
but euu left my pocky at home..!

humphx..
ii wan it..

hees..
and off euu go..
to play ur basketball...

take care my dear..

my mind is full of you..

2008-06-14T02:18:00.002+08:00

yea!

tml ii can see my deardear already..
ii am super duper happy!

ii just need to wait for another 24hours..
ii could see euu in front of me..

and ii will be hugging euu!my dear!
hees..

waiting..waiting..
for...euu...to..come..home..

miss you lots..

boring day!

2008-06-12T03:04:00.002+08:00

stayed at home to do housework as usual...

den waited for dad to pack dinner for me..
watch tv and relax..

dear msged me.
telling me he would be reaching singapore on saturday midnight.

ii am so happy..
ii can finally see my deardear..
without him by my side..
ii felt so lonely..

faster come back kkx..
ii am missing euu like hell!
love you!

17 at last!

2008-06-12T02:41:00.002+08:00

10.06.08

met up wif kaiming and ah gong.
bus to hougang inter to wait for laopa.
den saw dua ba.
irvin came to find us too..

together we went to train down to plaza sing.
bought tickets for Kungfu Panda.

went food court to haf lunch.
after tat..they went to play arcade..
while ii went to get drink for myself..
waited for quite some time for them to finish their last game,
before we entered the theatre.
luckily the show was not started yet..
this show was very funny.
worth watching..

after the show..
laopa went back hostel.

while we went to play arcade..
15mins later.
trained down to compass point to meet weilong and joel.
we have our dinner at mos burger..

after that sister went to weilong's hse.
irvin and ah gong went to buy cake for me..
ii was shocked.
tks anyway..

we went to play pool at kovan hub..
there is still tv for us to watch..

sang birthday song and cut the cake..
share among ourselves..
so fun and happy..
thanks ah gong,ka,dua ba,kai ming and partner.

play until about 2.30am..
they had prata for their supper.
after that walked to my son's hse.
partner walked home.
while we took a cab home.
we were too tired le..

reached home about 3plus.
went into my deep dreams..
dreaming of my dear by my side..
enjoyed my 17th birthday very much..
although my dear is not wif me..
but he is always in my heart.
ii could sense his presence..

ii am pleased and touched to haf euu great deardear,besties,peers by my side.
take care guys.
may god bless euu!

dinner wif my family

2008-06-12T02:36:00.003+08:00

09.06.08

woke up about 3plus..
ate my lunch..

share to do housework with my sister..
bathe and everything..

about 6plus..
went out for dinner wif my family..
wow..
we went to eat my favourite chilli crab wif bun..
hahahaha..

so full and yummy man!
THANKS MUM..

after that went to point's NTUC..
bought lots of stuffs.
like waffle,packet drinks,fbt shorts,carebear towels,sweets and many more..

ii love shopping at NTUC..
hees..

ii love you all..

great day with my sweet deardear!

2008-06-12T02:18:00.003+08:00

08.06.08

ring!ring!
my alarm rang..
woke up to bathe and prepare myself..
as ii am meeting my dear at 12pm..

but he overslept..
so waited for him to wake up at abt 1pm.

took a cab down to bugis.
actually we wanted to catch a movie.
that was 'Kungfu Panda'.
but due to dear do not haf much tym to accompany me.
so as he would be going to malaysia tonight.

ii suggested that we could watch it when he come back..
we went shopping..
dear bought me a necklace.
it looks like two couple rings that were joined together..

he also bought something that would brace up gal's confident for me..
hahahaha..
tks dear.
it was so sweet of him..

after that went to eat long john silver for lunch..

walked around.
dear go do his stuff.
den we went back to hougang mall..

took pics wif my presious.
tis is the first tym taking pics wif him..
cos he is always 'shy' lor.
den jealous when he saw me taking pics wif other guys so closely.

waited for kaiming to meet us..

dear help me to put on the necklace.
he kept saying so nice lo.
that the necklace fits so well on my neck.
look so beautiful.

den we went to hougang plaza to play pool.
around 7pm.
went back to dear's hse to pack his luggage.
den cab down to golden mile where his tour bus was.
after dear went up the bus.
kaiming and I slowly walk all the way down to suntec.
dear missed me so much that he called me after he board the bus.

few minutes later.
sis called me.
asking where am i?
she was at esplanade alone..
thanks to somebody.
so ii went to find her..
after that took bus 70 back home..
we were hungry.
went to 644 for dinner..
met up wif ah gong they all..
den slack at the nearby playground..

about 2plus..
we went home..
all were tired..

missing my deardear..
faster come back ok..
take care
with lots of love..

thanks for dearest peers!

2008-06-12T01:26:00.008+08:00

07.06.08

ii am celebrating my advanced birthday with my secondary besties.
should meet up wif them at 1.00pm..

but as usual..

ii am late again..

so sorry..
but others were also late too..
especially my dear natnat..

she overslept again..hee

so we went off to park lane to play pool..
while she rush down to meet us..

after playing pool.
bus to far east..
drank bubble tea..
ate crispy chicken..
look out for balloon..
hahaha..
thanks to 'smart'!

smart was so active today..
tot of the idea to take pic infront of kfc.
den many eyes were staring at them..

he kept asking me to take pics for him with the rest..

den keep a look out for balloons..

walked to the underground.

took pics again.

but this tym is within the crowd..

after that went wisma to take pics again..

den went to swensens for dinner..

while queueing up..
smart let go his balloon..
and all of us keep looking up at the sky..
the funniest thing was ppl queuing behind us,
were also looking at the sky.
they think we are looking at something amazing happening in the sky..
like a fairy had appeared..
hahaha..

den finally went in to the rest area to wait for seats available for us..

took pics again..

my camera was always on stand-by for them..

chit chat wif them was a great enjoyment..

we haf so much fun and laughters..

ii love them..

to my surprise,june went to order a birthday cake for me and hongzhen..
as his birthday is just 3days after mine..
so lets celebrate together man!
thanks june! euu are the best!

cake had been cut.
june haf to leave for home.
as she is gg hongkong tml.
take care..

we went plaza sing..
saw a great performance by all breakdance expert..
they were great!!

accompanied nat to wait for her joseph.
and den they went for a movie.
while me,yin,smart and hongzhen trained back to kovan.
ah gong,gerald and ale went to weijie's hse.
jianting and aaron went home.

reached kovan.took 112 to find my dear.

went his hse.
my fone rang..
hongzhen called and asked..

if ii had taken his hse key..
and ii suddenly remembered ii had taken his key home..
oh no!

but luckily his sister haf not gone to bed.
ii am so sorry..

ii had enjoyed my day so much..

thanks to june,yin,nat,ah gong,teddy,smart,jian,aaron,alvin,boon siang,hongzhen,ale.

thanks for everything..

ii love euu guys..

shall go out again together real soon!
ii miss euu guys..

is tis sweet?

2008-06-03T02:47:00.002+08:00

today went to my aunt hse..
played wif my chubby nephew brigton.

den washed the leaves for rice dumplings..
until night..ate my dinner...
rest and watched tv..

went home wif sis at abt 10plus..
reached home abt 11.30pm..

den played com and watch tv..
waiting for my deardear to come and find me..

he haf his own fun..
so late le..
still nv msg or call me..

tink he had forgotten abt meeting me..
haiiz..

but after awhile..
he called.

and here he is at my doorstep..

saw my deardear..
ii am so happy..
hug him..but he is still so hot..

he so funny lo..
cos he passes his germs to me..
and nw ii am also having sore throat..
so we are so sweet..
sick also together..

hahahahas....

abt 2.40am..deardear went home to rest..
he called me when he reached home..
talked some craps..
saying that he is hungry..
ii tink my deardear's stomach is growing worms..
cos he is always hungry during midnights!
weirdo...
and nw he says he feel like eating me up..
dots..deardear is living in his own world..

he suggested to haf breakfast tml together..
he haf the urged of eating desserts..
hahas..
but ii haf to see if ii can wake up early first..
dun blame me..
cos ii haf to replenish my energy and sleepness..
kkx..loves

ok..see you tml..
nites..
ii am gg to my dreamland!!!

you haf come back!!

2008-06-02T02:10:00.007+08:00

yea..after 2 days of loneliness..
my precious deardear is finally back in s'pore.. ii miss you so much lor..

but sad to see euu falling real sick..
with a bad fever,flu and sore throat..
your whole body is like burning..
ii can feel the heat when ii am by ur side...

euu need a person to take care of euu..
and thats ME..(of course)

put a wet towel on ur forehead.. let it cool down abit to make euu feel better..
sorry ii dunno tat u tml nv work..
cant look after you cos ii haf to go to my aunt's hse..
ii am so sorry deardear..

after tat..let my deardear haf a good rest... ii went home bringing my presents from dear..
you bought it frm bintan..
tats so sweet of euu..
ii love euu lots..

MY FAVOURITE POCKY!
GIANT POCKY
wow!!

TIS IS A TEDDY TWIN CUP.
ITS SO CUTE..

thanks deardear..muacks
get well soon kkz..
drink more water..

fishing day!

2008-06-02T01:39:00.006+08:00

on the 25.05.08

went fishing wif dear,kaiming and big eyes..

have so much fun lors..

sit a huge lorry..

driving through a narrow road passing by terrace houses..

and ta-dah..we reached pasir ris beach..

found a good place..

took off our slippers..

and here we go running all around..

playing wif water..

den went to find lots of recycled materials.

dear they all catch small and wild sea cucumbers..

they are slimy..

hard to catch..

looks so eeks..yucks...

den deardear went to bury them in the sand..

but they still wriggled up..

dear being cruel,took a beer bottle to hit it..

until it is squashed..

oh my!!

ii hate to see tis disgusting sight.

so ii went to take pics of my footprints..

hahahas..

den wrote a msg to my deardear...

but was abit sad..

when he say my writings was ugly..

*humphx..

after crapping and some laughters..

they went into the sea..

using a big fishing net to catch fish..

but mayb due to the tide..

there were not much things been caught..

only crabs, 'gong-gong' , eel and a cute little thing..

tat is the SEAHORSE!!!!!

so cute lo..

so ask deardear to hold it..

and took a picture of it..

it is still wriggling..

and dear was cheeky..

wanted to put it on my leg..

of cos normal reaction..

ii screamed..

ii am scared..

ii noe ii am timid..

hees..

6.30pm..we packed ang go back to keng..

ii really had alot of fun with them today..

we were hungry..

so cooked noodles to eat..

wow tis was the first tym ii am eating 2 and a half packet of instant noodles wif big eyes..

we were so full..

so ii ate a little..

and gave the rest to my good deardear..

knew he would finish for me..

after eating..

back to our mahjong game..

played until 10 plus..

we went home sweet home..

towards the night..

happiness became sadness..tink deardear should noe wad happen bahx..

but ii dun wish to mention anymore..

things that haf gone let it be bygones..

make sure you rmb wad euu promise me..

and no more chance will be given..

tat is wad you say..

ii will still love you..

but pls dun take my love for you for granted!!!

silly me

2008-06-01T13:33:00.001+08:00

hahaha...deardear..you jus went for three days onli..
and ii am already missing you like hell..

faster come back...
luckily euu coming back today..

but dunno can meet you anot??
hais..sad..

LOVES..

miss you

2008-05-30T01:13:00.002+08:00

talked to you for another few more hours..
my deardear is heading to bintan le...

although its only for 3 days..
but ii will sure miss you like hell man..

make sure you must think of me every min every sec..
must also miss me kkx...

dun bring a girl back horx..
ii cant take it...
my heart is weak..
hees..

LOVE YOU..

take real good care of urself..
dun go down too deep to the water kkz.
as you are afraid of the water..

play is impt but ur safety is more impt..
muacks..

?????

2008-05-30T01:08:00.003+08:00

arent euu my stead?
arent euu mine?
wow..

ii dun see euu writing comments to me??
but indeed you initiated to write to another gal..

thats cool..

ii wrote to euu..
but dun see any reply from euu..
mayb euu tink my comments are not impt as some others..
right??

nights..
euu sure euu haf changed for the better?
been truthful to me?

letter but not money

2008-05-27T03:25:00.003+08:00

deardear came to look for me..
he was tinking ii am still angry with him..
he sounded sad..

but dunno if my attitude to him,make him feel tat ii am still angry..
he hugged me tightly..
ii can feel the warmth..

abt 5.30pm..
he needs to go home..
as usual..
wearing his shoes..

after that didnt mention a single word..
secretly took out a note from his wallet..
pass it to me..
and walked away..

ii sat at my doorstep..
reading his note..
telling me how much he love me..
ii am the one he really love..
am ii supposed to be touched?

after that msg him..
asking why he wrote tis letter to me?
he said to let me noe his feelings..

ii will keep tis letter..
its kind of sweet he wrote tis letter..
and so called as a proof that he really love me..
if one day he hurt me..
ii shall use tis to curse and swear at you..
hahahaha..

LOVE YOU!

utterly disappointed !

2008-05-27T02:45:00.004+08:00

25.05.2008..

after we have been together for so long..
forgiving euu who make me sad,lie to me..
but all ii can do,is jux listen to ur craps explanation..
and once again,forgive you..

you once asked me..
since the day our love begins..
did ii ever shed any tears for our relationship or mayb you..
my ans was NO..
and its true..
even though we quarrel..
ii did not cry too.

but tis tym round..you really pissed me off..
and broke my heart..
after once and once hurtings,forgivings and sorrys.
euu are still doing the same thing..
but ii jus dunno why this tym ii jus couldnt control my tears..
as wad ii told euu by comparing me to you..
you should noe wat euu are doing were totally unforgiven..
so you cant blame me if ii suggested a break-up..
although that was not what ii wanted..

ii said that before..
ii cherish this relationship..
ii do not want to end it..
ii am trying to save it..
even though how much euu had hurt me..
ii still forgive you..
cos ii love you..

hope wad euu do and say are true to me..
please dun hurt me anymore..
ii really cant take it..
if euu wanna do it behind my back..
jus do it nicely but dun let me find out!PLEASE!!

is like what you are doing now..
will onli hurt me..
mayb by having another girl by ur side will make you happy.
but ii will be sad..
cos its like ii am a nobody to you..
mayb you doesnt even care for my feelings..
haiis..
tis is how ii feel..
to end it or not..
its up to you..
jus waiting for you to speak up onli..
ii will jus agree to it..

whatever you say ii will believe you..
but you cant bluff ur heart..
your heart will tell you ur most truthful answer..
so if euu can tink tat even you lie to me..
ii may not know..and euu take for granted..
jus carry on..
like what ii say..
ii wouldnt care abt you..
wadever you wan to do..jus go ahead..
we could jus leave the status as a 'stead' there..
but actually we are nth..

ii will not leave you..never..
ii promise..

anyway ii would jus say ii still love you..muacks..
deardear..tis is my promise to you..

tattoo

2008-05-19T01:23:00.009+08:00

this is his lovely pet snake..

this is his good buddy

my deardear's tattoo..

so cool lor..

although ii dun really like..

but wad is done cannot be undone le..

so jus haf to accept it..

hahaha..

me feel so tired..after waiting for 3 hours..jus to see him do finish his tattoo..

so jus take a random pic..

hees..

after tat went bugis street.

window shop for awhile den went home sweet home..

at night we went amk hub to eat Ichiban Sushi..

deardear treat me..

so good..

we eat until so full..

ii am so happy coz enjoy my special dinner wif my deardear and of cos ii dun haf to pay..

shhh...

if not next tym he dun treat me le..

hahahahas...

muack..

deardear..u rocks man..

forever my ah hai..

my life is like hell

2008-05-19T00:33:00.003+08:00

ii am sad..disappointed..
ii dunno wad to do is the best way..

enjoy very much wif you since the day we are together.
ii love the way euu care for me.
ii love the way euu make me laugh.
ii love the way euu concern about me.
ii love the way euu say euu love me.
ii love the way euu disturb me.
ii can say euu are really my everything!!

euu say before.
if ii love euu,ii must believe you.
if euu love me,euu also haf to believe me..
but ii dun tink euu are doing wad euu promise me.

whenever ii go out wif them..euu started askin this asking that..
stopping me from meeting them..
but euu should noe ii will still go find them de..
jus tink positively.
they are ur frens and they are my frens too..
when ii meet them is just to go slack onli..
nth else lo..
but ii dunno why euu will always say euu dun like me to go find ppl that euu dun like.
euu tat tym say euu understand they are my frens too.
so ii can go find them de..
but now??
den started scolding my frens...
my frens and euu are both impt to me..
but pls dun force me to choose between euu and them..
sorry.ii cant..

den now..jus bcos they dun wan me to quarrel wif euu.
dun wan euu to misunderstand them or say me go find other guys.
they actually suggested..ask me dun get so close wif them..
dun really contact them..
so you wont be angry wif them..
like that isnt it the same as ii dun haf freedom to go out wif my frens..
sometimes they also scare that ii tell you ii wif them when euu call me..
cos they treat euu as a friend.as a brother..
tats why they dun wan euu to misunderstand them..

so they jus tink not to make euu misunderstand them..
they are giving me tis shit of not being too close..
dun keep contact always..
everyone is tinking of euu..
but no one is tinking how ii feel...

den wats the different by jus saying dun meet so often..
or mayb my frens are leaving me one by one..
ii can pei euu but ii also can pei my frens mahx..
now is like even my friends wanna ask me go out.
but they noe ii will always be wif euu..
tats why they nv ask me out..
since my frens can tink for me and euu..
den why cant euu jus tink for them..
sometimes they jus wanna slack and chat chat wif me..nth else le..

hais..JEALOUSY REALLY CAN KILL!!!
ii am helpless..
hope euu can understand what ii am suffering now..

ii am not blaming euu.
and ii dun mean anything..
jus wanna let euu noe how ii feel..
by jus understanding me..
euu should noe my pattern..ii always will go slack slack wif them de..

I LOVE YOU DEARDEAR!!
I REALLY LOVE YOU!!

'a new beginning'

2008-01-19T00:22:00.000+08:00

A new start for mii........

everything starts on the 10.12.07..
the day which ii really didnt tink it will happen..
after 16.07.05..

we are together again..hahahas..
happy or sad for mii?
everybody will haf different opinions for mii..

but like how my darlings said..
jus follow my heart..
if ii haf chosen to walk with him till the end..
we should haf the basic trust for each other.

ii should really treasure of wad ii haf now..
cos euu really change alot for me..
different from the past.
being emotional,caring and loving.

ii really appreciate alot..
ii haf promise euu to trust euu..
and not keeping anything frm euu..

lastly..
deardear..ii love you...heex.

'ii wiill let euu go..

2007-10-25T00:04:00.000+08:00

history repeats again..

euu are once gone..
but euu are back again..
lies all gone..

but now...

euu the one ii trusted most and my precious betray me and lied to me..
ii cant believe it..

wad nw?
trying to noe wad am ii tinking?

why cant euu tell me urself?
and pushing others to hell?

ii really dun understand..
if euu really find ur happiness..

den FINE..ii would juz take it as euu are dead..
ii shall nt be so mean..
ii would juz take it tat ii dunno euu..
if euu wan it to be tis way...
it really depends on euu..

no need to hide frm me..
if euu did nth wrong..

how ii treat euu.
euu should noe de lor..

compare to someone euu noe for abt 4yrs and someone euu noe for few days..
who is more impt or the one euu noe well...

do euu tink ii am such a person..
ii dun like to spoil ur relationship..

euu can juz tell me lor..
dun act like a samaritian..
and put all the blame to me..
saying tat ii keep msging euu.
and cause misunderstandings...

how euu one me to trust euu again..
euu should noe..
tis is nt the first tym le..

ii really dunno wat to do???

see me and run..
feeling guilty???

god..tell me
wad must ii do?

had a wonderful night man!!

2007-08-19T22:31:00.000+08:00

on the 17august.

at about 9pm. my darling junella called me. told me her mum have left the hse. so ii quickly go change and she too.

she taking a cab dwn to plaza sing while ii took bus 112 to kovan and took train to plaza sing.

was so coincidence tat ii met june in the toilet.wow..we did not contact each other when we reached.
we were shocked that we saw each other in the toilet.haha

after tat.went to check out for the time for '881'. we missed the 10pm show so haf to wait for the next show at 11.25pm. but we both thinks tat it is too late.so we decided to walk to cathay to check is there any earlier show.

but sad.tat '881' isnt showing at cathay man!! so we walked back to plaza sing again..no choice but to watch the 11.25pm show.

while waiting to go into the cinema. we two sit at the stairs and talk about our lovelife. so fun lor.
after tat .went to buy drinks and HOTDOG COMBO.and a cheesy hotdog.

watched the show until about 1am plus. the show was damn nice,sad and touching lor. the songs are nice. their sister love are so strong.

after that went to meet june's friend ERIC..haha..he drove us to meet chanel.he drive like a crazy guy.but was cool!! listening to the loud music..COOL SIAX!!

den talk to them..listen to songs..den abt 3am plus.june and ii walked back to my hse.coz june staying overnite at my hse..

after bathing.we sat down and chit chat again.after a while we cant stand anymore.so went in to the room to sleep..
and real tired..we slept until the next day 3pm in the afternoon..tat was cool man!!

bathe and changed.watch vcd.
after tat went for our breakfast cum lunch cum dinner.haha..

den so sad..my darling have to go home already..cant pei me..
so ii also went home lor..

*Darling ii really enjoy very much wif euu..ii love yoo..*
-we also noe something..even though we are sixteen,but at least we look much younger den her-hahas...ii am so happy..

yi ren yi ban..gan qing bu san!!

ii m back

2007-08-19T21:49:00.000+08:00

HELLO!! it has really been months since ii last updated my blog..Sorry.
hahas.like wad my girlfriends say.flies and worms are all over my bloggie..yucks!!

haiis..must start MUGGING for our exams already..haha

gt realli stress up..coz of my history! really cant absorb much man..wtf..

haiis..but nvm.luckily ii gt my darlings and galfrenz by my side supporting me.tks everyone.

STUDY HARD!! JIA YOU!!!

my lovely darlings are

my galfrenz are

thanks gals. ii love yoo all..

go out more often after our exams kaes..

woohoo!!

2007-06-11T01:39:00.000+08:00

ystd..
hoo...woke up ard 12plus..called zhi yong..to discuss the details for my celebration ltr..
den bathe, changed and get ready!!
waited for laopa and ah gal to cum my hse..
alamak..gt bullied and di siao by laopa..
he ar!! cannot stand him..
everytime cum my hse and steal food to eat..
hungry ghost..
but he will nv grow FAT..
so good!!!

after tat..ah gal came.dressed like a ah pek..
so he went home to change again..
den ard 6plus, laopa and ii went to yong ann's hse to meet the rest..
they are playing mahjong!!
play until ard 7plus..
we had dinner at his hse wif his parents..

after dinner, bused 72 to hougang mall..
train to clarke quay..went there do nth..
juz walk ard..so many ang mohs clubbing over there..
woohooo..

den after tat..the guys suggested to go geylang to eat durians..
so we bused 80 to geylang.
den we ordered durians and mangosteen..
the mangosteen is so sweet..
alamak..and ii actually dunno hw to open the mangosteen la..
luckily gt a expert sitting beside me..
it was so sweet tat he actually open the first mangosteen for me.
ii tot he was taking for himself but in the end he gave it to me..
thanks lots..

den after eating..took bus back to hougang mall..den zhiyong and GF went home le..
ii miss her..
we went to hougang plaza to play pool wif yong ann,laopa,ah soon and ah gal..
ii finally could play pool openly..sweet siixteen..haha..
played pool until 3plus..
walked to hougang green de mac for breakfast..
ii ate big breakfast..yummy!!

den waited until 5plus for bus 159..
bused home..
reached home bathe..
abt 6 like tat..
went online..
chat on fone wif laopa for awhile..

*laopa..euu can really read my mind..
how euu noe tat ystd ii did not enjoyed myself compared to the celebration wif my 'single' gang!!
ii love them lots..they made me get HIGH!! hahas...

tired...went to bed and slept soundly..
first time ii reached home so late..
morning 6plus..steady man!!

ii haf enjoyed myself today!!! yea!!!

2007-06-09T01:18:00.000+08:00

today woke up at ard 11plus..

bathe and change nicely..

den bussed wif my sis to amk hub!!

to meet my aunts and cousins at NEW YORK NEW YORK!!

had pasta wif fried fish..yummy yummy!!bbq spared ribs also nice..

den rushed down to city hallto meet june,yin,xin,chrys and boonsiang..

after tat we went to marina square de KBOX!!(HAPPY HOUR)sang many songs..

we were so HIGH lahx!!

dance,jump and scream all the way..

den they gave me a surprise..so nice of them..

they actually bought a birthday cake for me..

they sang me birthday song..

But they sang happy birthday to NIAO NIAO..

oh my!!! ii dun like!!

hahas..den we took lots of pics..yeah!!

sang until 8plus..

after tat..we went to BREEKS for dinner..erm..yummy too..

ii had pasta again..had blue dolphin..

wow..ii can feel tat ii am at the sea..nice and cool feeling!!

after tat..wanted to take neoprint..

so headed to bugis..but the shop was closed already..

so we went to take bus and home sweet home..

hahas..thanks gals especially june..

for planning such a great birthday celebration for me..

ii also love the present lots..

june,yin,xin,chrys and boonsiang korii love euu all...

thanks for everything euu all really make my day happy!!!!!!

hope to go out more often with the 'single' gang!!!hahaha!!!

wow wad a enjoyable day!!

2007-06-06T02:07:00.000+08:00

went out wif chrys..to taka for our 'PASTA CAFE'.
we went there for our lovely 'BROWNIE OBESSION' yeah man!!
it is delicious..oh no..ii m flying to the sky already..
the chocolate simply juz melts inside my mouth..
ate pasta too..
spend abt $50 dollars altogther..
its worth it!!yummy

den went cine to take neos..
haha..pics were nice..
coz we are in it!!

den went heeren to walk ard..see see look look..
there's nth much!!

decided to train back to plaza sing..
had mos burger for dinner..
craps at there..
laughing at the waiter..
he is damn funny la..

after tat went to shop ard..
ii bought a white clutch..
ii love it..

train to habourfront den gt place to sit..den back to sengkang..
see ii so good..pei chrys..
she took LRT home..while ii bused 159 home..

finally home sweet home..
ii was tired..
but happy and had a great day wif chrys..
go out soon..yeah!!
continue eating..and we will sure be fat..hahas...

ii love you lots..
take neos again!!
take more n more!!!
nice shots..
hey BINGO!!!

BABE

WE ROCKS

haiis..ii dunno wad to say already!!

2007-06-06T01:27:00.000+08:00

there euu go again..
ii really lost trust in euu completely

ii really do not noe wad are euu thinking of?
wad had caused euu to bcum like tat?

can euu tell me wad are euu thinking of?
are euu *despo* or wad..

arghh!! ii am not going to care anymore..
wadever euu like to do
juz go ahead..
HAPPY!! no one stopping euu!!!

go ahead..wif ur wrong and unbelievable moves..

God..set me free
pls!! take away my hatred..
give me peace..

Hooo!!

2007-06-03T21:37:00.000+08:00

OH MY!! MY BIRTHDAY IS CUMING!!!

ii am like real busy..
dunno wad to do..
ii m very confused..

luckily ii haf my darling to plan my birthday for me..
hahas..
but nw ii have a lot of ppl to ask..

ii dunno hw to split them into grps..
any comments?

My birthday wish is

my frenz would help me plan my birthday celebration for me..
ii will be very happy and greatful to them..

ii wan new bags..VCDs(zhuan jiao yu dao ai, jian dao shi tou bu, wang zi bian qing wa,wei xiao pasta,and other more).
new handphone
big soft toy..

hope tat me and my frenz de frenship will last long.
frens tat ii trusted most will not MISUSE my trust..
euu should noe hu am ii referring to..

ii wish to be happy everyday..
ii wan surprises..
ii hope to be a kai xin guo to make everyone ard me to laugh
whenever they are feeling low..

Casper..ii tink ii will listen to euu..
let him explain and forgive him...

ii am feeling very low
ii cant bring myself to be angry wif him
so ii juz have to forgive him
and juz treat this matter has nv happen..

God..help me grant my wish

ii dunno!!

2007-06-02T23:39:00.001+08:00

AH GONG!!

euu jux love putting aeroplanes rite..
is not the first tym already..
ii tink euu should noe tat..

so now u ask me not to be angry
ii cant do it..

aaron..told me tat euu are a good buddy..
he say euu are nt purposely put aeroplane de..
ask me to forgive euu..
ii am really disappinted wif euu..

so nw..ii am thinking whether to forgive euu ant..
haiis..juz hope euu noe hw ii m feeling nw...

GOD!!
please enlighten me!!

long long long!!

2007-06-02T23:22:00.000+08:00

ii am back..

yeah finally is holiday..
but ii still haf to go back to sch for extra REMEDIALS!!
they make me sick..HAIX..

but nvm..at least ii still get to see my frenx..hahas
ii haf no regrets!!

YEA..birthday cuming.started planning..
msg my dearests..asking them are they free next week..

erm..stopped to think and consider if ii should call euu..
to be fair..ii juz msg euu lor..
its up to euu..
euu wanna cum jiu cum
dun wan ii m fine wif it..
ii realli dunno.

if euu realli wans to know wad happen..
or wanna seek for my forgiveness..
cant euu jus make an effort to msg or call me..
why must euu go pour out everything to my fren..

II HATE TIS!!!
to make my fren tinks tat ii m a unreasonable person..
bcoz of small thing den spoilt tis frenship and quarrel with euu..

LET ME TELL EUU

ii dun wish tis to happen..
but euu cause it to happen..

JUS GO TINK TWICE!!

GOD..HELP ME!!!
should ii forgive him?

damn it!!!!

2007-05-25T17:17:00.000+08:00

EUU
euu again
whyiie isit always euu

euu haf probs
euu cum to me
euu haf none
euu juz kick me aside

WADS TIS????

all along euu are the person
ii trusted most
but nw ii dunno
hw to believe euu
and help euu whenever
euu are in need..

I REALLY DUNNO..
EUU TELL ME..
WAD EUU WAN ME TO DO..

ii m tired..wads tis nw..
euu are good in a way
full of lies in a way too..

euu say euu cant get along well wif her
euu say euu and her are frm different world
u made ur decision to be free frm her..

den euu juz realised hu is true love
euu decided to put her away ?
nw euu went back to her again..
*CANNOT SAY*
wads tis?

II AM REALLY DISAPPOINTED WITH EUU..
TIS IS NT TIS FIRST TYM ALREADY!!!!
I ASK MY MYSELF TO BELIEVE EUU
OVER AND OVER AGAIN..

BUT EUU MISUSE MY TRUST
I REALLY HAF NTH TO SAY!!
SAD=x

Lord ii giive euu my heart

2007-05-23T00:23:00.000+08:00

Thanks God
Thanks Jesus

this is my desire
to honour euu
Lord-we on my heart
ii worship euu

all i have within euu
ii give euu praise
all that ii adore
isnt euu

Lord--
I give euu my heart
I give euu my soul
my live for euu alone
every breath tat i take
every moment ii'm away
for haf ur way iin me

Give euu my heart
Give euu my soul

God
euu r really there for mii
when ii needed euu

_new things_

2007-05-22T23:56:00.001+08:00

ii have juz learn something new..tat is>

euu have already given me a death sentence

when the moment euu doubted me...

yes ii agree..

ii noe something..y do ii live in tis messy world?

its bcoz ii live and breathe because of someone

I LOVE..

but will ii ever haf a chance to do that

to the guy I like?

will my prince appeared?

oh man..

2007-05-22T23:31:00.000+08:00

wad a scary day today.. oh no..my heart is dropping out..ii m going CRAZY...Ahhhhhh!!!!Ahhhh!! T-chers cum quickly...give us our exam scripts...ii m excited to see hw BAD was my results...dots...
but meanwhile ii felt scared to see my results..

Oh no..ii fail my COMBINED HUMANITIES and COMBINED SCIENCE... ii studied so hard for my SS, Chem and Bio but tis is the kind of shit results ii get..ii am very angry lahx...first time fail SS..haix..
weirdo..ii first tym score better in BIO den CHEM..although ii failed both papers..hahas..

A.Maths..dots...difficult paper...so cant blame..
Like wad MR TAI SAYS " NVM TIS IS ONLI JUZ PRELIM 1..U STILL HAVE PRELIM 2..JUZ DO MY PRACTICES.." -_-!!! Mr Tai..u tink so easy??

ii am very DISAPPOINTED with my E.maths...although ii pass..but it did not reach my expectation A1..
ii deproved alot..Not enough time.. Coz like wad Miss Haryani says..I m SLOW..hahax..But ii cant help it...
get a C5..oh no..my heart hurts man...everything can do badly but definitely NOT my MATHS...

ii will try much harder....Chiong arhx....

Tired...Zzz...

2007-05-03T19:17:00.000+08:00

erm..something has bother me tis few days..but ii dun noe wad is it..

exams stress, personal stuffs.. haix..irritating.. depressed..

am i in love? or am i in love wif somebody? dots dots..

are euu the one for me? ii realli dunno.. felt comfortable wif euu..

euu r happy,ii m happy.. euu are sad,ii am also sad..

but euu are eventually nt mine.. so ii will jus let go..

the feeling is strong,,, but ii couldnt explain it..

tired..

2007-05-03T18:49:00.000+08:00

sry for nt updating my blog..hahas..

tis few days..kinda stressed up..due to the upcoming PRELIMS..

oh no..terrible.. is like there are still quite a lot of subjects for me to study..

ii tink my HISTORY gone case already...

tiink tat ii gt a history t-cher cum pro to teach me history..ii will haf no problems handling it..

but ii was wrong..as my t-cher KENNETH LEONG dun even noe the basics of it..The King of Russia was called Tsar Nicholas..so to test him for hw much he noe abt history..ii ask him wad his the name of the russia king..he happily told me ALEXANDER TSAR..me and natasha was laughing all the way..

oh my..tink tat..believing him is a mistake..haha

but still tks to him..he is always there when ii needed help for history..

A big Thanks to euu..Botak..smilez..

wow..wad a wonderful experience..

2007-04-03T22:08:00.000+08:00

on the 3o march..ooo..went hougang mall wif sis to buy her white heels,bought nail polish,eye shadow and mascara...hooo...after tat..alamak felt hngry den bought old chang kee to eat..yummy!!
after tat home sweet home..tired..but still haf to get things done...start applying nail polish for my nails and toe nails..den sis and i pack our clothings and gals stuffs coz we are going to danny kor kor's hse to stay overnite wif vinnie...hahas...lamer and crappers together so fun..especially me..come join the fei fei clan..wahaha...we played online monopoly..sis n me kept paying money to vinnie..wa kao..den slept at 2.30am and its like we haf to wake up at 5am lahx..to get ready to go to the bride's hse..

ring!!ring!!ring!! we woke up,take turns to bathe and after tat off we go...firstly went to mama's hse..coz danny kor kor(the groom) have to pray...den after tat everybody take a few bite of some bread and quickly rush down to the cars and sped up all the way to JURONG..wa..hw cum er sao stay so far...when we reach her hse dwnstairs, daniel kor kor pressed the horn..den everybody alighted..all ran and climbed up the stairs..went in smoothly without having any ppl blocking the gate..ee..nt fun but coz the auspicious time has past so could n haf any delayed..

after tat went back to their own hse..chit chat and took photos and off we go to tampanies nature reserve...all tks to danny kor kor known as the nature reserve ambassador..haha..took their wedding shots there..me and godsis became the food of the red ants and mosquitoes..ITCHY ITCHY!!!hot hot hot....den after tat to changi jetty but ii stayed in the car,ii became clever already...due to the hot weather..ii m nt gg to suffer out there..so ii chose to stay in the car and enjoy the cooling air-con..after tat,went back to mama's hse for lunch...its BUFFET! yeah!!

after eating,we had the tea ceremony...hoo..there goes the elders den our turn...danny kor kor he cha,er sao he cha...receive 2ang pows...yeah!!
den had family photo-taking...ard 2pm,went home to rest...den ard 4.30pm woke up by godbro..he came in to my room to wake me up when ii was still in lala land..he very loso..haiyo..nag by him..sis and ii quickly change into our dress and off we go to the gay gay saloon to style our hair..oh my..so nice la..den after tat rush straight to the restaurant at far east square..saw my aunt,daniel kor kor,my dad they all..the most funny thing is tat mama(groom's mum) the host have nt reach whereas the guests almost all were seated already...

after tat ard 8pm..the wedding dinner had started...oh so romantic when they march in...and the background music..so nice...hehe...den here comes the dishes...wow its delicious but ii tink its to much...we onli ate abt the 4th or 5th dish...we were like bloated already...den after the 4th dish,we went to walk ard...den went back to our seats quickly..by the time we went back, our plates were like a mountain..oh my..we cannot make it already..so full...
ard 10.45pm, we went home..arghh..wanted to stay back to take pics wif my cousins..but all bcoz of someone hu makes decision by herself..and makes us haf to go hm so early...!!!

had a nice bath after reaching hm..den went to sleep already..tml morning still haf to wake up for tuition..haiiz..sadd...
but iit was an enjoyable day and a good experience for me...

ohhs!! lalala

2007-03-22T23:41:00.000+08:00

heyhey..there there..ii m here to blogg..omg!! tis few days the weather is so bad..getting hotter and hotter...ii cant stand it anymore!!! it makes me or even the whole class dun haf the mood and energy to study and stay awake la..anyone tat walks past our class, will see many lazy piggies putting their heads on the table..sleepy soundly during lesson times..t-chers are asking us"whyiie are euu all so tired and quiet tis few days"? COZ WE ARE FEELING DAMN HOT!!! PERSPIRE!! PERSPIRE!!! terrible horrible vegetable... ii hate tis horrible weather!! ARGHH!!!

hope the weather will change for the better..the best is RAIN!! den we will feel more cooling and maybe will make us sleep more comfortably in class.._opps_:X
ii wanna study in a cooler,comfortable and relaxing environment, so hw sch can help us in tis..
erm..let me tink---> ohyahx..its easy.. let us haf an air-conditioned classroom to study in..

erm..but mayb its impossible coz our sch is POOR POOR POOR!! even papers which were used to print our worksheetss are also paid by us..!! complained-hw cum nt sch pay??? hw ii noe..

actually ii sch is nt tat POOR lorhx..its all bcoz of the sch commitee...hu waste money on other useless stuffs, like having "CCTV" almost every part of our sch compound and nw so called converting our sch into a "MUSEUM"..oh no!! so historical..

the worst thing is tat our sch name and logo are painted on the wall near the dance studio..so orbit la..designed look like a mini stage...the colour of the paints doesnt even match our sch colour..NO TASTE!!!

ii cant stand tis sch..STOP WASTING OUR MONEY LAHX!!!!
haha..tats the end...ii haf nth to say le..

tis ish moii sch life ---->

loves bel

happy and sad day for me

2007-03-18T03:39:00.000+08:00

heyhey.ii m here to blog again..
ystd cant sleep.so play com until 3plus..den woke up at 1.30pm..same old stuff.watch tv and had my lunch.
after tat play com again..play until 6plus.call HL coz she nv call me..ii scare she overslept so call her..den meet her and LP at mall but ii was late,so meet them at hougang polyclinic..saw them and hop in the taxi and headed to the destination.ii went chu shi wif them.
after tat..there were many ppl,gods,lion dances and dragons...hoo..
so crowded!! after tat sat at the stage..talk to HL,LP,er zii they all..den after tat,talk to Joel,listen to the 伤心室.听STOM,LP,HL谈他们所闷在心里的心事.ii hear already will also feel like crying..haiix..hw cum more and more ppl are suffering bcoz of relationship.
saw HL started crying.ii吓到.ii ask whyiie..she say coz those sad experiences tat they talk abt she had also face before and it really hurts..
ii also noe hw the feeling is like..as ii do haf face tis MISERABLE thing in my life..tis even make me cry the most,dun wish to live anymore,dun wish to care abt anything anymore..
tat period of tym..really ii was totally lost.didnt noe wad to do..only noe my heart was having a deep deep cut..blood flowing out every hour,min,sec..haiix..dun noe hw to say..我的心很痛也很酸,酸到每次眼泪直流 .我已经不能控制自己了.hais.爱人真的很痛苦, 但被伤害的时候更痛..那种感觉是我们无法解释的.
after that,dry our tears,keep our feelings and get back to smile again..but LP,looks more sad lor..he look so stress and wasnt smiling..ppl talk to him,he will jus nod or shake his head..
hais..ii also pity my LP..such a good guy.but also must 烦abt all tis stuff..haiyo,tis few days he cant sleep coz the tear in his heart haf nt been sewn..n problems haf nt settled.只要他一天不把心打开也不解决,他就不能做回他自己了.
den..ard 10pm, we can finally go off already..they changed and we went to plaza..Stom,ann,joel,long,melvin went to play pool..me,HL,LP went to play lan.after a while onli,felt tired jiu go back to look for them..LP say he very tired.wanna go hm..so i acc him..but after tat he went crazy..he say he felt tired wanna go hm sleep,den after tat ask me to ask HL wanna sing K ant..ii tink he is having fever la..siao liao..haha..den HL came out also say siao arhx..she say不划算啦!!den when he decided to go hm,HL say wait for ann they all,they also gg hm already...so after tat..LP decided nt to go hm but to join the rest play mahjong at melvin's hse..he pang sei lor..hais.

so ii went to hougang interchange wif long nn joel..we walk to pasa malam to buy some mum mum..we were hungry..den long treat us drink leii...so good..den they pei me wait for bus..and suddenly everybody forgotten abt my er zii,mao..only ii rmb..den after tat he call joel..he came to find us..he dun wan pei me take bus 72 hm,but ask me to take 112 wif him hm..lame leii he..den long and joel went hm..ii and er zii waited for the bus for quite a long time..meanwhile er zii told me tat wad they all pang sei him..all go den left him alone at plaza..go off without informing him..he was damn pissed off la..saying wad 'Brother brother'all fake wan la..
hais..ii also dunno hw to change his impression of them..die liao..er zii say they wanna play until like tat..pang sei him..er zii also wanna play MIA..dun let them find him..cham liao la...
den the bus came..we wan 112 nt 112A..but 112A came and stop at the 112 waiting point..so we board the bus..it travel to kovan..where ii saw alvin wif his frenz walking on the path with his hand sling..ii tot he fight wif other ppl..but in the end,it was actually he fell off frm his bike and broke his arm..jia lat until mayb need operation..haiyoyo...so careless..
then until the bus stop opposite heartland,the bus stop.the driver told us the bus service has stopped..and we alight..
oh no.we haf no more bus to go home..so we take cab hm..we chat some stuffs in the cab..and finally reach my hse..ii alighted first den er zii go home..ask him reach hm sms me also nv..haiyo..he must b too tired le..nvm forgive him..
after bathing..watch tv..(last episode of 深情密码)so sad la..(戚伟易)act by仔仔 died of liver cancer..so sad..haiz..nn blog..it is nw 3.38am..and ii still have tution at 10am la..dots..ii m gg to bed nw..damn tired..

bb..sweet dreams bloggie.. 我已经走出来了,相信HL你也一定办得到..我会支持你到底!

2007-03-15T17:57:00.000+08:00

haix..ii m back..cant blog for the past few days..tks to the internet connection and the "box"..

but nw ii m here wif my new post..haha...

wa..went to sch for a.maths remedial..lucky today is the last day..ii can finally rest..hehe..

but there still something ii cant figure abt it...whyiie m ii always the one being blame for everything.
ii did not even mention or do anything la..

pls..grow up la..
dun blame others when euu urself dun noe hw to cherish in the first place!!!

funny boii

2007-03-09T18:36:00.000+08:00

ystd met ah bee,ah ann,big eyes,kai ming..they came to yuying..dunno to do wad..hahas...
after tat..went heartland wif nana,kai ming and ah bee to look for xin's present..

waitin for ah mao(my er zi) and xin to come and look for us..he so cute lor..hahas...after buying kai ming and ah bee went hm,while er zii,me,nana and wan xin went to compass point.coz xin wanna buy something for somebody mahx..

after buying, we went walking ard..go cold storage buy chocolates..me and er zii went to Breadtalk to buy bread to eat..WE ARE SO HUNGRY!!!

den send xin to take bus hm..we stand there wait for ah bee to cum find us..after tat took bus 159 to my hse...

had lotts of fun at my hse dwnstairs..

my cute er zii sang many songs in remix version and even dance.."keep singing TO THE LEFT TO THE LEFT" hahas..shaking his body to the left...so cute lor..ii and natasha laugh until stomach pain lor...den after tat sat down at the bench..and he started singing again...hahahaha....
ii and nana took video of him doing those cute and funny acts...we keep laughing until we are breathless la...

he is really our kai xin guo lor...

after tat ii and er zii had cat fight...we kept running ard..ii kept screaming coz he wanna kick me...

he chase me,i chase him..make me so tired and ii had no voice to scream...

so tired..ii haf to scream and laugh at the same tym la...

ii enjoy my day so much...tks to my cute er zii..hahaha

find other days go out again..n laugh until our lungs drop out...okok

nana too..euu r mine..things can be enjoyed,there will surely be ur share..ii will nt miss u out!!

misses... my cute er zii --->actting cute..

er zii de lao gao face!! haha...so sht...

er zii look so pathetic in jail..but there is still smile on his face

heyhey..

2007-03-07T23:25:00.000+08:00

tks for tagging me..darliings..

will try to post more stuffs...

so darlings..anything jus tag me..n ii will reply euu asap..

ii love euu guys..

Today i actually find out tat nt only 1 or 2 ppl hate 'ANTI' but a handful of them..OH MY GOD!! ii was shocked..
so many of "ANTI" bad points were listed.. Jus hope 'ANTI' know tat..n hope euu change for the better for urself
others...

>belinda
>natasha
>wan xin
>candy
>ru qi
>yan yi
>xin rui
>vanessa

yed my day today after sch..went to J8 wif candy,yan yi and ru qi...had lunch at pastamania..we had pastas
and garlic breads..it was delicious..after tt, we went to shop, saw cynthia koh(xu mei zhen) at poh kim..she did not
put on make up..and she look like a "AUNTIE' la..we kept laughing and laughing..den me n candy keep looking at
her..saw my primary sch frenz too,but dun seem to recognize me...sad..

ard 4plus, we went home, i took bus 156 wif candy..talk and laugh during the whole journey..felt very tired...
slept soundly after bath...ii was so tired..

ok..ii will stop here..
nitex darlings..

Hello!!

2007-03-06T23:05:00.000+08:00

Oh my!! jus created a new blog..forgotten my previous blog username..wa kao..haiis..saddx..

relink me..tks..give me comments on my new blog..thanks alotts..

love,
me and shasha yiyi

ii juz simply love her..hahas
gtg..sleepy..ZzzZz...

Jealousy Really Kills!

count down!

Coffee Beanz.

LSG!

wad am ii tinking of?

my bad day!

Valentine's day celebration!

the day at ZOO!

hooray!!

dead for long!

National day eve!!

money no enough 2

ii am here to update my bloggie!!

woohoo!!

thoughts!

relieved man!

cant sleep man!

sorry for the one ii love!!

wondering!! thoughts and many more..

speechless..

euu are back! my dear!!

my mind is full of you..

boring day!

17 at last!

dinner wif my family

great day with my sweet deardear!

thanks for dearest peers!

is tis sweet?

you haf come back!!

fishing day!

silly me

miss you

?????

letter but not money

utterly disappointed !

tattoo

my life is like hell

'a new beginning'

'ii wiill let euu go..

had a wonderful night man!!

ii m back

woohoo!!

ii haf enjoyed myself today!!! yea!!!

*wow* wad a enjoyable day!!

haiis..ii dunno wad to say already!!

Hooo!!

ii dunno!!

long long long!!

damn it!!!!

Lord ii giive euu my heart

_new things_

oh man..

tired..

wow..wad a wonderful experience..

ohhs!! lalala

happy and sad day for me

funny boii

heyhey..

Hello!!

wow wad a enjoyable day!!